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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Suwei Switched!!




Saturday, October 18, 2008

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.
Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.
Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique.
Attractive on the inside and out



Yeah right!


I plan to go help out in an orphanage during November break

anyone wanna come??

Leave a comment on this post..then i'll plan : )



Friday, October 17, 2008

It's 10 more papers and we're done..i can't wait..haven't been sleeping properly is making me cranky.....I NEED MY SLEEP!!! sigh..just have to wait...

Calil-gaiden is going to fail anyway


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Misery that i've caused

i still have that feeling inside of me.
i don't know what is it but it's just there.
Is it them or is it me?
I should have never opened my mouth
i guess these are the consequences of having a big mouth.
It's like Dejavu..only with different people.
Maybe suwei is meant to live all her life ALONE!!

What more can i do,
i tried all i can
but it didn't seem to work
i'll just leave it to god's hand.
He should know what's right for me..
if alone,
then be it.

i'm sick and tired of going through it again
8 years ago
6 years ago
and now

i guess i was never meant to be
where i am right now
all i can do is remember the happy times
but are those really what they felt?
or was it all just a lie?
i can't tell them apart now
as i really don't know how they feel
deep down inside

so all i can say
is i'm sorry if i've broke your heart
never meant to hurt you
like i've done before
just wanna take it back
and see where we stand from there

every time  i think of it
tears just flows down my cheek
i can't hold it back..
should i just let them go?
or bare with it?

i really don't wanna loose them
but seems that i've no choice.

what happened to "us" that we always talked about
are we no longer "us"
or did  i just fall apart
or was it her,
who tore us apart?
cause that's all i can see
from my point of view
that she's the cause of all this

but once again,
it just might be me
as i've cause so much misery to all




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